tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71612472011-09-09T10:30:24.811+08:00not another scorpionoreply@blogger.comBlogger791100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-77231313099617937092007-11-22T10:37:00.000+08:002007-11-22T10:47:26.110+08:00<p>Firts off, i would like to thank the Universe for providing all that i am enjoying today.</p><p>That being done, i would like to claim the following as mine. and that i am ready to recieve them as the Universe deem fit. </p><ol><li>a high paying, professionally satisfying actuarial job</li><li>more energy mas happy</li><li>more travelling abroad</li><li>a loving, understanding, financially secure and good-looking partner</li><li>vehicles: one compact and one van </li><li>a 3 br 100sqm house/condo in the city</li><li>a resthouse near the mountains/beach/both</li><li>Php 10M in 5 yrs</li></ol><p> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-7723131309961793709?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-43205209115059567812007-06-18T16:34:00.000+08:002007-06-18T16:35:13.801+08:00saw my first white hair mustache.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-4320520911505956781?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-46064216670618782492007-05-23T16:14:00.001+08:002007-05-23T16:14:36.652+08:00<a href="http://avatars.yahoo.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://lookup.avatars.yahoo.com/wimages?yid=bongbong10&size=large&amp;type=png" width="150" height="235" border="0" alt="Yahoo! Avatars" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-4606421667061878249?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-65090713870692024962007-04-30T17:00:00.000+08:002007-04-30T17:12:34.064+08:00<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Somehow</span>, i <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">don't</span> know how lucky i am. was. whatever.<br /><br />i used to look under age till about 25, that was when i came back from the states.<br /><br />when i got back home, time caught up with me. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">much</span> like making up for lost time, it seems like time <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">didn't</span> get a visa and through the improbability of me getting one on <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">November</span> 1995, when the whole US government was closed because the first world congress <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">didn't</span> balance their <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">budget</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">didn't</span> bother to get one.<br /><br />luck was on my side then, the US embassies opened along with the post office since they are income generating and therefore <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">didn't</span> need the approved national budget. and i got a J1 Visa in a 10-day window in late 1996 without setting foot in the embassy.<br /><br />great!<br /><br />so when i came back after about two years of living alone in the US getting my masters and working in a US insurance company (part of the fellowship i got). time slowly but surely advanced my age a little each year.<br /><br />i now look 40<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">ish</span> while being only almost-35. time had a ball thinning my hair and thickening my gut.<br /><br />and i have two 'lifestyle diseases' gout and diabetes ii.<br /><br />what really <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">bugs</span> me though is that somehow i feel old. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">nawala</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">na</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">yung</span> i-can-do-it magic i had before.<br /><br />maybe i peaked early, but <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">I've</span> always been precocious.<br /><br />now what do i do?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-6509071387069202496?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1139839305463501962006-02-13T22:01:00.000+08:002006-02-13T22:01:45.480+08:00no comment<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113983930546350196?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1139731510594734752006-02-12T16:03:00.000+08:002006-02-12T16:05:10.606+08:00naghihintayan ba kami o ano?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113973151059473475?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1136004427428155752005-12-31T12:24:00.000+08:002005-12-31T12:47:07.463+08:00heto na naman ako at gagawa na naman ng isang taunang ritual ng pagpapakaplastic.<br /><br /><br />AKO (NA NAMAN) AY GAGAWA NG RESOLUTIONS.<br /><br /><br />1. FINALLY QUIT SMOKING. i only smoke kasi mabagal ang connection sa internet sa bahay ko. solution, aalis na ako at lilipat<br /><br />2. FINALLY LOSE WEIGHT AND GO BACK TO THE GYM. dahil pangit na sa health. medyo madali na akong mapagod at wala namang tutulong sa akin.<br /><br />3. I WISH SOME VANITY GROWS ON ME. madalas hindi sapat yung tama ka o maganda ka. dapat MAS maganda pa.<br /><br />4. ACCEPT THE POSSIBILITY THAT NOT ALL THINGS THAT WERE MEANT TO BE WILL HAPPEN. parang mali pero tutoo. yan ang bad side the free will.<br /><br />5. OPEN MYSELF TO LOVE. self exploratory. este explanatory.<br /><br />6. DOCUMENT EVERYTHING. baka kunin na ako ulit sa planeta ko, kailangan may ma report.<br /><br />gagawa na lang ulit ako pag tapos na ito.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113600442742815575?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1134871616930328592005-12-18T09:56:00.000+08:002005-12-18T10:06:56.933+08:001. kelan ang bday mo? Ung totoo.<br />- NOVEMBER 10, 1972<br /><br />2. may fave song ka ba ngayon?<br />- where is love from oliver!<br /><br />3. Gurang ka ba? <br />- malapit na<br /><br />4. close ba kayo ng mga pinsan mo? <br />- hindi po<br /><br />5. ilang beses ka maligo sa isang araw?<br />- 2<br /><br />6. anong gamit ang ginagamit mo ngayon?<br />- computer<br /><br />7. sino-sino mga kasama mo sa bahay nyo? <br />- younger sister ko.<br /><br />8. If God gave you the chance to pick your gender, which would you prefer? Boy or <br />Girl? <br />- Boy pa din<br /><br />9. mahilig ka bang kumanta habang naliligo?<br />- habang naliligo? hindi<br /><br />10. may sarili ka bang computer? <br />- meron<br /><br />11. mahilig ka bang mag internet? <br />- konti lang<br /><br />12. anong favorite mong site? <br />- google, blogs ng friends<br /><br />13. kung tatanungin ka kung anong silbi mo dito sa mundo, anong isasagot mo? <br />- mang okray, mag compute ng reserves at fund life<br /><br />14. anong favorite mong kulay? <br />- red, black, violet<br /><br />15. anong kulay ng damit mo ngayon?<br />- cargo shorts and orange top<br /><br />16. anong kulay ng bed sheet mo?<br />- green. <br /><br />17. kung merong kang 1 hundred thousand ngayong oras na to anong gagawin mo? <br />- 10 thou kay mommy<br /><br />18. kung may isa kang wish na gustong matupad as in ngayon na, ano yun? <br />- manalo ng 20 million pesos<br /><br />19. anong gusto mong gawin sa mga oras na ito?<br />- tulog sa bago kong apartment/room na hindi pa nakikita<br /><br />20. sinong pinakahuling tao ang naiisip mo bago ka matulog? <br />- si sandor<br /><br />21. pag gising mo sa umaga?<br />- wala<br /><br />22. sino sa mga friends mo yung alam mong pwede mong pagkatiwalaan? <br />- most friends<br /><br />23. sino naman sa kanila yung pinaka gusto mong kasama? <br />- most friends<br /><br />24. sino naman sa kanila yung madalas mong makasama? <br />- ben, din, el, sandz, earnest<br /><br />25. cnong best friend/s mo? <br />- naku mahirap yan, contrary to popular belief, hindi ako madaling mag open up.<br /><br />26. may best friend ka bang guy? <br />- naman, try gay!<br /><br />27. kung may pagkakataon possible bang maging kayo ng best friend mo?<br />- none<br /><br />28. sinong huli mong naka chat? <br />- forgot na<br /><br />29. sino huli mong nakausap sa phone? <br />- si ben tulog pa<br /><br />30. na-inlove ka na ba? <br />- naman<br /><br />31. inlove ba sya sayo?<br />- i think so.. i hope so<br /><br />32. nag ka girlfriend/boyfriend ka na ba? <br />- oo naman<br /><br />33. sino ang trip mong kasama sa mahabang biyahe at bakasyon? <br />- friends<br /><br />34. sino huling nag message sayo? <br />- hah?<br /><br />35. sino huling tumawag sayo? <br />- check my cell pa<br /><br />36. sino yung kasama mo tuwing gigimik ka? <br />- parang natanong na to<br /><br />37. sino crush mo ngayon? <br />- madami<br /><br />38. ano talent mo? <br />- gp, pg-13 o r18?<br /><br />39. marunong ka ba kumanta? <br />- naman<br /><br />40. ano gusto mo sabihin sa mahal mo? <br />- aminin mo na kasi!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113487161693032859?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1134870785221767212005-12-18T09:41:00.000+08:002005-12-18T09:53:05.233+08:001. What is your occupation?<br />- Government Employee<br /><br />2. What color are your socks?<br />- white, black, blue, grey, green!<br /><br />3. What are you listening to right now?<br />- the chatter of keyboards and the voice of the loud child in the other row<br /><br />4. What was the last thing that you ate?<br />- panckakes<br /><br />5. Are you left or right handed?<br />- risght handed<br /><br />6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?<br />- violet<br /><br />7. How is the weather right now?<br />- scattered rainshowers and thunderstorms <br /><br />8. Last person you spoke to on the phone?<br />- si big mama<br /><br />9. Do you like the person who sent this to you?<br />- oks lang, its more like i copied it<br /><br />10. How old are you today?<br />- 33<br /><br />11. Favorite drink?<br />- iced tea, water<br /><br />12. What is your favorite sport to watch?<br />- swimming<br /><br />13. Have you ever dyed your hair?<br />- yup<br /><br />14. Do you wear contacts or glasses?<br />- used to and need to wear glasses. tried contacts once kasi colored<br /><br />15. Pets?<br />- none<br /><br />16. Favorite food?<br />- pinoy comfort food, american breakfasts<br /><br />17.What was the last movie you watched?<br />- the one with cameron diaz and toni collette as sisters<br /><br />18. Favorite day of the year?<br />- i TRY to enjoy each day<br /><br />19. What do you do to vent anger?<br />- go away<br /><br />20.What was your favorite toy as a child?<br />- lego and tinkertoys i dont think they have tinker toys now<br /><br />21. Fall or Spring?<br />- neither, kung sa states... both colorful kasi<br /><br />22. Hugs or kisses?<br />- both. kung significant other ... more.<br /><br />23. Cherry or Blueberry?<br />- both.<br /><br />24. Do you want your friends to answer this?<br />- k lang<br /><br />25. Who is most likely to respond?<br />- earnest<br /><br />26. Who is least likely to respond?<br />- <br /><br />27. Living arrangements?<br />- rent apt, need to look for room<br /><br />28. When was the last time you cried?<br />- two nights ago, <br /><br />29. What is on the floor of your closet?<br />- what closet<br /><br />30. Who is the friend you have had the longest?<br />- friends from high school <br /><br />31. What did you do last night?<br />- sleep after eating and trying to fix my valuation programs<br /><br />32. Favorite smell?<br />- pinoy comfort food and american breakfasts (yea, i like the smell too)<br /><br />33. Who inspires you?<br />- the possibility of a better tomorrow... and world peace<br /><br />34. What are you afraid of?<br />- growing up alone<br /><br />35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers?<br />- plain<br /><br />36. Favorite car?<br />- one of the small ones like getz or a small samurai ot jimny<br /><br />37. Favorite dog breed?<br />- wala<br /><br />38. Number of keys on your key ring?<br />- 3<br /><br />39. How many years at your current job?<br />- two and two months<br /><br />40. Favorite day of the week?<br />- friday<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113487078522176721?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1134274895558434412005-12-11T12:11:00.000+08:002005-12-11T12:21:35.566+08:00sa mga hindi nakakakilala sa isang ka tropa<br />roderick eury zulueta<br /><br />http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=3255732<br /><br />heto ang kanyang friendster link.<br /><br />medyo ganito ang pagkakakilala ko sa kanya, hindi na rin ako dumalaw upang makita siyang naka kahon. he has always been beyond boundaries, now he is beyond the physical. <br /><br />kay eury saan ka man...<br /><br />(mula sa musical na MANHID, letra ni carina evangelista, musica ni vincent de jesus)<br /><br />salubungin ng ngiti ang pagdapit ng hapon<br />ang gintong araw mawawalan ng kulay<br />at sa kanyang pag kupas, pilak ang magniningning<br />tanglaw ang buwan sa dilim<br /><br />gayun din sa aking pag himlay<br />luha'y huwag nang sayangin<br />rosas na iaalay<br />bango man niya'y pupusyaw----<br /><br />nguni't alaala ko'y patuloy ang pag awit<br />layunin at mithiin di mamamatay<br />di malilimot sa hukay ang dahilan ng pagpanaw<br />sa aking pagkamatay huwag akong dalawin at malumbay<br /><br />sa iyong damdamin, ako'y buhay<br />ako'y mananatiling buhay<br />ako't mananatili<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113427489555843441?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1134273170639599052005-12-11T11:32:00.000+08:002005-12-11T11:52:50.650+08:001. anong brand ng suot mong tshirt ngayon?<br />COLLEZIONE<br /><br />2. anong oras na?<br />11:40AM<br /><br />3. ano favorite mong gawin pag bored?<br />MATULOG, PAG MAINIT MAG MALL<br /><br />4. anong pinapakinggan mo ngayon?<br />WALA<br /><br />5. anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?<br />GUTOM, DI PA AKO KUMAKAIN<br /><br />6. anong gagawin mo pag may sumuntok sayo ng<br />walang reason?<br />KUROT SA NIPPLE, TAPOS SUNDOT SA MATA, TAKAP SA PAA, TADYAK SA CROTCH<br />(ASSUMING LALAKI) PAG BABAE, GUPITAN KO NG BUHOK. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA<br /><br />7. anong itsura mo pag nalalasing?<br />NAMUMUNGAY ANG MATA<br /><br />8. anong gagawin mo pag nakakuha ka ng<br />Php1000 sa kalsada?<br />DEPENDE, TUTOO BA? <br /><br />9. anong balak mong gawin tomorrow?<br />WORK<br /><br />10. anong brand ng huling sapatos na sinuot mo?<br />MENDREZ<br /><br />11.kelan ka huling sumakay ng fx/taxi?<br />--TAGAL NA...NUNG NASA HK ATA KAMI...<br /><br />12. kelan ka huling nakakita ng multo?<br />--HAVEN'T SEEN ANY AT AYOKO MAKAKITA...<br /><br />13. umaakyat ka ba sa bubong ng bahay nyo?<br />NOONG BATA PA AKO<br /><br />14. marunong ka bang lumangoy?<br />SLIGHT<br /><br />15. nakapunta ka na ba sa gateway mall?<br />NAMAN<br /><br />16. ano huli mong kinain?<br />KAGABI? CHINESE SAUSAGE RICE SA GLOBAL CAFE<br /><br />17. nakasakay ka na ba ng cyclone loop sa star<br />city?<br />NOPE<br /><br />18. madalas ka bang makita sa baywalk?<br />NOPE. IVE BEEN THERE, NOT MY CROWD.<br /><br />19. nakakanta ka na ba sa videoke bar?<br />VIDEOKE BAR... MUSIC 21, RED BOX, CORINTHIAN VIDEOKE.<br /><br />20. nakapasok ka na ba sa UP diliman?<br />NAKAPASOK, NAKALABAS, NAGPALABAS<br /><br />21. anong katangian mo ang maipagmamalaki mo<br />sa mga tao?<br />BEAUTY CONTEST BA ITOH?<br /><br />22. makulet ka bang tao?<br />DEPENDE<br /><br />23. magaganda ba kanta ni babyface?<br />DI KO ALAM<br /><br />24. e ng destiny's child?<br />OKS LANG<br /><br />25. naexperience mo na ba na maglakad habang<br />umuulan?<br />NAMAN! WITH MATCHING SOUNDTRACK PA<br /><br />26. magaling ka ba magscrabble?<br />NOPE, AM MORE A NUMBERS KINDA PERSON<br /><br />27.mahilig ka ba sa movies ni jackie chan?<br />NOONG DI PA HOLYWOOD<br /><br />28. ok ba sayo ang long distance relationship?<br />DEPENDE<br /><br />29. kelan ka huling namili sa sm?<br />A FEW MONTHS AGO SA SM HARRISON PLAZA<br /><br />30. anong gagawin mo pag may biglang humalik<br />sayo ng hindi mo alam?<br />DEPENDE <br /><br />31. describe mo nga mga friends mo?<br />SO ANO NGA BEAUTY CONTEST NGA BA ITOH, HAH?<br /><br />32. may nagregalo ba sau nung bday mo?<br />MERON HAND CREAM, ICE CREAM, YUNG IBA BAKA DRAWING LANG<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113427317063959905?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1134191320363184322005-12-10T13:06:00.000+08:002005-12-10T13:08:40.373+08:00i found the story depressing. i can somehow relate to it pero hindi naman ako manipulating....<br /><br />hay naku<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113419132036318432?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1131872543822991642005-11-13T16:56:00.000+08:002005-11-20T17:53:31.733+08:00may mga pagkakataon sa buhay ng isang tao na kailangan niyang mamili.<br /><br />pinipili ko ang magandang buhay, kahit panandalian lang.<br /><br />dahil alam kong hindi pa huli ang lahat, kung pipiliin ko ang masayang buhay sa hinaharap.<br /><br /><br />-----------------------------<br /><br />maiba ako<br /><br />paano mo sasabihin sa ex mo na hindi ko na siya type?<br /><br />dahil ba mas marami nang letra ng kasunod ng pangalan niya ay gumwapo na siya. in fact HINDI. although i can say truthfully that my tastes have evolved through the years, and he doesnt fall in my short list, not even in the long list.<br /><br />he still treats me like someone fresh from his teenage years, which was ok 11 years ago. but people change, evolve (am tempted to say grow). am longing for the simpler years when all i had to do was show up a school. no i didnt study... hehehe im one of the luckier ones.<br /><br />happy birthday to me.<br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113187254382299164?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1131251785992853812005-11-06T12:27:00.000+08:002005-11-06T12:36:26.000+08:00some people are so predictable.<br /><br />since they want to be the lover or the hunter, whatever is your point of view, they dont want to be the beloved or the prey. <br /><br /><br />so if you want them to leave you alone, act like you are the hunter with them as prey. or better yet act as if you are the lover with them as beloved.<br /><br />never fails to work.<br /><br />so in conclusion, a little bit of spontaneity is cool.<br /><br />especially with scorpios.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-113125178599285381?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1128850589294762032005-10-09T17:25:00.000+08:002005-10-09T17:36:29.300+08:00huling dyaryo na binasa mo?<br />Philippine Daily Inquirer<br /><br />huling taong kinausap mo?<br />yung counter girl sa netopia<br /><br />may nunal ka ba sa braso?<br />sa braso? more like freckles<br /><br />kamusta ka naman?<br />ok lang busog, at tigang<br /><br />ano nasa paligid mo?<br />computer, kasi internet cafe to ito<br /><br />may alaga ba kayong pusa?<br />wala<br /><br />malamok ba dyan?<br />di rin<br /><br />marunong kang kumanta?<br />yup, nag extension program po s voice. wala atang nangyari<br /><br />kelan ka huling natawa ng malakas?<br />kagabi sa bed, or is it kaninang umaga <br /><br />huling napanood mo sa tv?<br />i dont have a TV<br /><br />huling tinext mo?<br />yung partner (in crime) sa panunood ng spanish film fest<br /><br />describe youself in ONE word.<br />paradox (mukhang doctor)<br /><br />huling ginawa mo bago matulog?<br /><br /><br />nakapunta ka na ba sa cebu?<br />di pa, papunta lang sa november tapos ferry to bohol<br /><br />huling inutos sayo ng magulang mo?<br />wala<br /><br />magulo ba dyan sa lugar nyo?<br />depende<br /><br />may bf/gf ka ba ngayon?<br />meron mahal pero walang bf<br /><br />nakapunta ka na ba sa malabon zoo?<br />di pa, saan yun (WAG SAGUTIN TANONG KO)<br /><br />huli mong kinain?<br />chocolate cake sa figaro/global cafe<br /><br />huli mong ininom?<br />strawberry frost<br /><br />huli mong kinanta?<br />araw-gabi<br /><br />naka-experience ka na ba ng lindol?<br />yup<br /><br />kelan ka huling sumakay ng elevator?<br />sa greenbelt kagabi<br /><br />anong gagawin mo bukas?<br />work<br /><br />huling tumawag sayo sa phone/cp?<br />i spyu<br /><br />ano palabas sa tv ngayon?<br />wala TV<br /><br />anong oras ka natutulog?<br />12? 1?<br /><br />ano sinasakyan mo papasok?<br />taxi<br /><br />kumakain ka ng bayabas?<br />di po<br /><br />nagka-sore eyes ka na ba?<br />di pa po<br /><br />kelan ka huling nagswimming?<br />tagal na<br /><br />ano sinusuot mo pag natutulog?<br />boxers<br /><br />kumakain ka ba ng ampalaya?<br />di po<br /><br />may malala ka bang sakit?<br />noon sakit sa puso<br /><br />anong ginawa mo kaninang 8am?<br />tulog<br /><br />may damit ka ba na ang brand ay bench?<br />yup<br /><br />hang ten?<br />wala na, tagal nang di kasya<br /><br />blue corner?<br />wala<br /><br />kelan ka huling nagpagupit?<br />tagal na rin- august?<br /><br />nakagat ka na ba ng aso?<br />noon pero mababaw lang (yung aso)<br /><br />nasan ka kaninang 3pm?<br />internet, galing bed<br /><br />kelan ka huling nakakita ng rainbow?<br />last week<br /><br />madalas ka bang magchat?<br />depende<br /><br />nakitulog ka na ba sa bahay ng friends mo?<br />yup pero di madalas<br /><br />fave radio station mo?<br />jam, NU<br /><br />kelan ka huling na-badtrip?<br />depende, nakakalagas ng buhok e<br /><br />nakasakay ka na ba ng pampasaherong bus?<br />yup<br /><br />ano huli mong napanaginipan?<br />me and friends taking care of someone with down's syndrome<br /><br />ano madalas mong pinapanood sa tv?<br />walang TV<br /><br />san ka ngpnta nung new year?<br />malate dapat kaso putukan na e<br /><br />may kaaway ka ba ngayon?<br />not that i know of<br /><br />sa tingin mo may nagagalit sayo ngayon?<br />ewan, baka inggit sa loooooong hair ko<br /><br />san mo gustong pumunta sa ngayon?<br />sa spa<br /><br />anong kulay ng bag mo?<br />Blue<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112885058929476203?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1127125692048315322005-09-19T18:24:00.000+08:002005-09-19T18:28:12.733+08:00josko another time entry<br /><br />well, ive been buying self help books lately (john maxwell, norman vincent peale) and the parapsych books of jaime licauco.<br /><br />i also bought poor dad rich dad, and im halfway through<br /><br />naghahanap ng maliit na business na puwedeng lumaki<br /><br />im thinking tutorial network, tapos magiging tutorial center<br /><br />maiba naman<br /><br />dahil nagalisan na papuntang HK ang maraming talents ng pinoy theatre, may pagasa na kaya akong pumasa sa auditions?<br /><br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112712569204831532?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1125767748909850112005-09-04T01:05:00.000+08:002005-09-04T01:15:48.936+08:00why is it that when we add a sense of humor to something, somehow we ourselves accept it more easily?<br /><br />is humor the spoonful of sugar after the bitter medicine called truth?<br /><br />and since acceptance is the first step of change we easily change -maybe just our point of view- and move on... one joke at a time.<br /><br />been with a friend to an audition that i didnt participate in. there were some theatre kids from ccp i think and medjo deja vu. medyo lang kasi hindi naman naging buhay namin (meaning mga ka batch ko sa tropa) ang teatro.<br /><br />i overheard kasi na parang kinareer na nila ang teatro. buhay na nila ang audition, voice over, dubbing. kuha ko sa mga kwento nila ... paano yun kung mahal na ang teatro.. kasi may evat na. parang mas noble ang art for arts sake kesa sa art as a living o baka point of view ko lang yun.<br /><br />mas ok ang nakaka busog na palakpak kesa sa busog na tiyan.... o dahil nanggaling ako sa starving artist status...<br /><br />paano yun kung mawalan ka ng boses o hindi na maging 'mabenta'... paano na ang kabuhayan.<br /><br />kanya kanyang diskarte lang yan sa buhay siguro at bahala na si batman sa kahihinatnan.<br /><br />tingin mo?<br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112576774890985011?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1125588583790430032005-09-01T23:15:00.000+08:002005-09-01T23:29:43.796+08:00hi.<br /><br />ive been living in my apartment away from my friends and i mean a long way from any of my friends' place for about two years now, take about 3 months.<br /><br />and its still a mess. my sis has been living here since three months ago. and its still a mess.<br /><br />at the very least i need someone who'll make my live a little bit orderly. YAYA! hehehe<br /><br />but needing someone is only half a relationship. i need someone needing me too. but not too much.<br /><br />know what i mean?<br /><br />i want someone to stay not because he needs me but because he wants to.<br /><br />a lot of people think i do have a strong personality, even when i was scrawny. baka nagulat o nabigla, o hindi lang ako kayang sakyan.<br /><br />but to tell you frankly i only reflect ones insecurities if they do have that, or if they let it surface more than the need(?) to know me.<br /><br />its like... know me if you dare...<br /><br />but if i seem aloof, it might be that i am human too. i have insecurities, like most human beings. i dont have some magic stone to swallow or just change in a phone booth somewhere (as if they have phonebooths nowadays.. everyone has a mobile phone! - paano na lang si kal-el aka supah man) to be more superior, or at least make you feel inferior (sometimes its just perception nga)<br /><br />ewan. was in an exhibit opening awhile ago.<br /><br />miss the days when all you have to do is put on makeup and a costume and for an hour or two be someone else. and be applauded (maybe because you were good at being someone else, or you convinced people or something)<br /><br />maybe we all want to be appreciated because were us. simple because were us. i'm me. kalat and all.<br /><br />you know?<br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112558858379043003?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1125324545782474642005-08-29T22:00:00.000+08:002005-08-29T22:09:05.786+08:00im kinda in the pits right now.<br /><br />ive nothing to do, review for actuarial exams this december. kakareerin na natin nang matapos na.<br /><br />ive fallen out of love with something, este someone who i though was perfect for me. as in joke na lang iyon. well I will always have the holy week to look forward to.<br /><br />what i dont like is going through another slut phase. ayokong kareerin. although ive the legs (yup theyre to die for) and some butt (some lang), a photogenic crotch (better left dressed than undressed- slyt bukolychee). parang hanggang dun na lang...<br /><br />ive permament lines on my ever growing forehead (kelangan ng botox) and my face filled up (bigger than juday's). those who know me from high school and undergrad wont really recognize me. sana nangutang na ako ng madami nun. hehehe<br /><br />friday ang alumni homecoming. yokong pumunta.<br /><br />sorry for not writing. ive written some notes on the hundreds of cheap notebooks ive bought when im depressed. <br /><br />oh and they match.<br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112532454578247464?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1121577658068127662005-07-17T13:15:00.000+08:002005-07-17T13:20:58.073+08:00ganda, naiyak ako, mga three times. no kidding<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112157765806812766?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1121491656191575002005-07-16T13:16:00.000+08:002005-07-16T13:27:36.196+08:00tatlong linggo na akong hindi alam ang gagawin...<br /><br />dahil wala na akong klase, (nagtapos na ako)<br /><br />kagabi at noong isang gabi ay nanuod ako ng sinemalaya.<br /><br />ang pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros<br /><br />room boy<br /><br />at <br /><br />BIG time.<br /><br />:)<br /><br />gusto kong panoorin ang pepot artista<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-112149165619157500?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1119496452019605372005-06-23T11:08:00.000+08:002005-06-23T11:14:12.020+08:00SCOPRIO: When in doubt, makipag-usap. Nakakapagpatigas ng puso ang pagtatanim ng sama ng loob. Linawin agad ang mga bagay-bagay bagop sila mag-ugat.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111949645201960537?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1119496353636106162005-06-22T11:22:00.000+08:002005-06-23T11:12:33.640+08:00SCORPIO: Hindeeee hindeee hindeeee mo siya dapat i-text o kaya i-missed call. Kailangan mong ipakita sa kanyang it's really over.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111949635363610616?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1119328487933404882005-06-21T12:30:00.000+08:002005-06-23T11:16:37.223+08:00after forgetting what it feels like being applauded, there was graduation.<br /><br />My college (technically its the Graduate School of Business) was the last to be called.<br /><br />My course (MS Computational Finance) was the last course to be called in the college<br /><br />My Surname is the last alphabetically among the MSCF graduates of 3rd trimester 2005.<br /><br />All six of us got applauded.<br /><br />I got the biggest one. Because I was last.<br /><br />Who says it doesnt pay to be last.<br /><br />Now that ive graduated, what to do with extra time. <br /><br />Teach? gym? vanity? relationship? <br /><br />Friends arent here in this list, ive always time for friends.<br /><br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111932848793340488?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1118638098472082632005-06-13T12:43:00.000+08:002005-06-13T12:48:18.476+08:00change.<br /><br />change is good. when you get all your change, it adds up. time to cash in. Good luck.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111863809847208263?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1118376674690278232005-06-10T12:07:00.000+08:002005-06-10T12:11:14.696+08:00after about five years of living alone, my sister moved in with me. and even though she will only sleep in my place 4 times a week, it requires some adjustment on my part.<br /><br />-------------------<br /><br />exit interview at DLSU later, for graduation. I dont know why, since we all have filled up the form already. hmmmmm<br /><br /><br />-------------------<br /><br />some semblance of order. one step at a time.<br /><br /><br />-------------------<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111837667469027823?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1116739606261245472005-05-22T13:19:00.000+08:002005-06-08T14:24:01.880+08:00last night, i went to hard rock to watch some friends acoustic gig, yup, sugarfree.<br /><br />i kinda miss what i did about 7 years back. this feeling comes with age, i know. but part of me sees the magic of live gigs and performances, and another part wants to sleep. rest. <br /><br />i wish we all were perpetually young.<br /><br />i wish it was still 1999.<br /><br />back then confidence was still a real feeling, and carefree was and attitude, rather than feminine napkins.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111673960626124547?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1116123950680008482005-05-15T10:25:00.000+08:002005-05-15T10:32:02.783+08:00due to age and other circumstances the undersigned is not providing peak performance<br /><br />will try again after a few weeks<br /><br />thank you<br /><br /><br />on a different light, i got a real bargain by getting a light sabre, i mean an optical mouse for only 200 smackaroos at cdr-king<br /><br />and ive a new phone number (as if anybody reads this blog)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111612395068000848?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1113820155625617712005-04-18T18:25:00.000+08:002005-04-18T18:29:15.626+08:00its time again for lists,<br />time for self-quotas,<br />time for losing inches,<br />time for forgiveness,<br /><br />get a compass and chart my course,<br />get on my weighing scale, and reduce.<br /><br />try to look for a massage school, and learn. <br /><br />dont worry, you could be my practice subjects.<br /><br />crossroads approaching. get ready.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111382015562561771?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1113634737728161552005-04-16T14:57:00.000+08:002005-04-16T14:58:57.726+08:00not emotionally down though, just down on funds, and down on things to do. <br /><br />its catching up time, and there shouldnt be anything that will hinder me, except...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111363473772816155?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1112697917458123762005-04-05T18:14:00.001+08:002005-04-05T18:45:17.460+08:00its my second masters degree.<br /><br />not that i worked THAT hard to earn it, and since i have no issues with grades, yet i have issues with living life to the fullest, i ENJOYED this second degree.<br /><br />thanks to all those who helped and believed and prayed and made my school life partly miserable.<br /><br />ok lang.<br /><br />now i will have another diploma, and an alopecia patch.<br /><br />sarap ng buhay with friends.<br /><br />mas masarap kung may ka-you-know-what.<br /><br />-sherman<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111269791745812376?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1111827632220047692005-03-26T16:57:00.000+08:002005-03-26T17:00:32.220+08:00i thinks thats my middle name.<br /><br />like as in NOT ANOTHER PROCASTINATE SCORPIO<br /><br />hahha. i dont like the sound of that.<br /><br />anyways. gtg and do something i should have done a while ago.<br /><br />buy something to help organize stuff i dont need.<br /><br />and CHARGE!!!!<br /><br />hahahah.<br /><br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111182763222004769?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1111297258167223752005-03-20T13:38:00.000+08:002005-03-20T13:40:58.170+08:00you know the feeling after a hard experience ends, there is emptiness?<br /><br />like a breakup, or finishing a production... burnout.<br /><br />i am currently feeling that.<br /><br />oh what the heck. fuck me. fuck you. <br /><br />get this feeling away.<br /><br />give me something to do ... except clean my damn apartment. hehehe<br /><br />feeling empty<br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111129725816722375?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1110936598829020602005-03-16T09:26:00.000+08:002005-03-16T09:29:58.830+08:00one cock is what it takes, one cockroach that is.<br /><br />Two night ago, i was feasted upon by one cockroach. I woke up with what i though were mosquito bites, until they did not go away in the usual two day deadline. and the bites GREW. i had one on my right forearm, left hip, two on my back. hopefully thats it.<br /><br />anyways. two exams to go.<br /><br />:)<br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111093659882902060?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1110692784866909102005-03-13T13:42:00.000+08:002005-03-13T13:46:24.866+08:00two exams to go, and one passed. waiting for results in the other three.<br /><br />i have a one liner last night:<br /><br />It was a saturday night, and the student forum at the ortigas campus was at gilligans<br /><br />CLAIRE: Ay, may pasok pa ako bukas!<br />ME: ano ka? pari?<br /><br />NOW BACK TO OUR USUAL PROGRAMMING<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111069278486690910?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1110072962546645112005-03-06T09:27:00.000+08:002005-03-06T09:36:02.546+08:00ive an acquaintance who is afraid of going to government (the bar)<br /><br />why?<br /><br />i dunno<br /><br />we always thought that he was of our kind... kind of<br /><br />but he insists he is not.. NO, he insists he is uncomfortable going to places like that<br /><br />hmmmm. <br /><br />what can i say? im now officially a hermit.<br /><br />i seldom go out.<br /><br />anyways, whatever he is, or claims he is, is ok with me.<br /><br />mutual respect is the name of the game now.<br /><br />and i can live with that.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-111007296254664511?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1109817137972823262005-03-03T10:29:00.000+08:002005-03-03T10:32:17.973+08:00help me stop procastinating.<br /><br />visit me and my pad. and maybe help me fold, file and flick stuff<br /><br />it will surely be a pleasant surprise.<br /><br />just dont do it on wednesdays, fridays and saturdays of the next two weeks.<br /><br />i have exams. and a dang hosting job...<br /><br />now where are the actuary jokes.<br /><br /><br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110981713797282326?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1108808459319075482005-02-18T19:20:00.000+08:002005-02-21T12:39:35.463+08:00ive just finished my mathematics of finance comprehensive exam.<br /><br />five more to go.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110880845931907548?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1108089507439620422005-02-11T10:36:00.000+08:002005-02-19T18:17:50.346+08:00call me jaded but i think valentine's day is just a humongous maketing tool started by hallmark and FTD (florists) and perpetuated today by the dark forces of commercialism.<br /><br />so on valentines night, i went to school and reviewed mathematics of finance with friends who are classmates.<br /><br />i dont think i'll ever have a nice romantic valentines day, except with my first beau, hence the term BOO -- more appropriate for holloween, mainly because we were roomates at the graduate dorm. and since we were both faculty, there was some thing about faculty that they only allowed two faculty per room, instead of the usual four.<br /><br />more next time.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110808950743962042?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1107579008324769172005-02-05T13:45:00.000+08:002005-02-05T12:50:08.323+08:00seeing his pics. <br /> <br />i'll deal with sun later. <br /> <br />how could i not love his smile. <br /> <br />alas, he is not for me. <br /> <br />happy valentine's S. <br /> <br /> <br />youll always have a space in my heart. <br /> <br />now where's that sun.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110757900832476917?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1107392358647003392005-02-03T08:56:00.000+08:002005-02-04T12:48:06.856+08:00do not buy anything from sun cellular. <br /> <br />not worth it. <br /> <br />my second month load hasnt arrived yet. and its already the third day <br /> <br />i bought a sureload 1800 phonekit, surely, the load hasnt arrived yet. <br /> <br /> <br />damn. <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110739235864700339?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1106184144422408062005-01-20T09:19:00.000+08:002005-01-20T09:22:24.423+08:00hey s, <br /> <br />its a very OLD song <br />but somehow it sings of what i feel sometimes <br /> <br />-notanotherscorpio <br /> <br />PAIN <br /> <br />The thoughts I have of you I treasure <br />The good times and the bad, we'll share forever more <br />Somehow, you've changed and you just didn't make it through <br />But I believe that one day, you'll have to know <br />That I'm still in love with you <br /> <br />At times we couldn't understand each other <br />And though we tried we couldn't keep from fallin' <br />Somehow, somewhere our love had lost its way <br />And now I feel it's over, it's hard to say <br />But I love you just the same <br /> <br />REFRAIN: <br />It's been so long since I had you by my side <br />I don't even know what to say or do <br />I tried so hard to get you off my mind <br />But I love you still try to understand <br />When I'm all alone... <br />I still can feel the pain you've left behind <br /> <br />The thoughts I have of you I treasure <br />The good times and the bad, we'll share forever more <br />Somehow, you've changed and you just didn't make it through <br />But I believe that one day, you'll have to know <br />That I'm still in love with you <br /> <br />At times we couldn't understand each other <br />And though we tried we couldn't keep from fallin' <br />Somehow, somewhere our love had lost its way <br />And now I feel it's over, it's hard to say <br />But I love you just the same <br /> <br />REFRAIN: <br />It's been so long since I had you by my side <br />I don't even know what to say or do <br />I tried so hard to get you off my mind <br />But I love you still try to understand <br />When I'm all alone... <br />I still can feel the pain you've left behind <br /> <br />Thoughts I have of you I'll always treasure <br />The good times and the bad we'll share forever more <br />Somehow, somewhere our love will find a way <br />But I believe that one day <br />I'll hear you say that you <br />Love me all the way <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110618414442240806?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1105973972174309102005-01-17T22:58:00.000+08:002005-02-01T13:05:27.863+08:00Seeing you this evening was weird <br /> <br />Not that I didnt expect it. <br /> <br />Later today i confirmed that it was somehow your doing, But you didn't think I'd make the effort seeing what FF has to offer. <br /> <br />anyways, maybe you didnt know me <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110597397217430910?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1105761132093380282005-01-15T11:18:00.000+08:002005-01-15T15:05:17.363+08:00things i've to do this year: <br /> <br />have a meaningful relationships with people. not that i have many of those, but i still have to reduce the pakikisama factor bordering on ka plastikan. <br /> <br />simplify some more. ive a ton of stuff (non electronic/electric) mostly paper and momentos. <br /> <br />write. ive done a lot of programs and technical stuff but not documented them. <br /> <br />write. document my life electronically, and not clutter my place with pieces of paper. <br /> <br />take chances. i grew up, and grew old. old enough to be afraid to take chances. its about time to be risky, and manage risk. <br /> <br />be open. my last relationship ended in 2000. and ive the longest crush on a friend that has officially ended last year, but somehow, managed to linger from time to time (the crush[feeling], not the friend). I've two different prospects, nothing serious, but simplification is my priority. <br /> <br />do my best. time for payback.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110576113209338028?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1105324480761571322005-01-10T10:33:00.000+08:002005-01-10T10:34:40.760+08:00Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin <br />[ Kitchie Nadal ] <br /> <br />May gusto ka bang sabihin <br />Ba’t ‘di mapakali <br />Ni hindi makatingin <br />Sana’y ‘wag mo na itong palipasin <br />At subukang lutasin <br />Sana’y sinabi mo na <br /> <br />REFRAIN <br />Iba’ng nararapat sa akin <br />Na tunay kong mamahalin <br /> <br />CHORUS <br />Oh, huwag na huwag mong sasabihin <br />Na hindi mo nadama itong <br />Pag-ibig kong handang <br />Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo <br /> <br />Ano man ang iyong akala <br />Na ako’y isang bituin <br />Na walang sasambahin <br />‘Di ko man ito ipakita <br />Abot-langit ang daing <br />Sana’y sinabi mo na <br /> <br />[Repeat REFRAIN] <br />[Repeat CHORUS] <br /> <br />At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa ‘yo <br />At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa ‘yo <br /> <br />Oh oh <br /> <br />[Repeat CHORUS] <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110532448076157132?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1104656009598397142005-01-02T16:47:00.000+08:002005-01-17T22:58:29.696+08:00Somehow writing it down, will validate it. <br /> <br />Friend, I miss you. <br /> <br />I think we will always think of you and Galera during holy week. <br /> <br />I havent seen you in 2 months. and we havent talked in six. <br /> <br />Text messages dont count since they provide only partial contact, and we can not sure of the identity of the person holding the mobile. <br /> <br />I also know that you did like me for the longest time, except that I'm not in a body you prefer. <br /> <br />Friends always ask me why did we hook up? <br /> <br />"He doesnt like me." <br /> <br />I always say, when we're so old that body types dont count, maybe we'll have a relationship. Say in 10-15 years. <br /> <br />-to be continued<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110465600959839714?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1104308129956372962004-12-29T16:03:00.000+08:002005-01-02T16:46:17.836+08:00dear ___, <br /> <br />hi, how long has it been since we really talked? <br /> <br />i will admit that i had a huge crush on you... thinking you might be the one... and held that thought for about 6 years. <br /> <br />Mid year 2004, I let go of that thought, after asking you discreetly how you felt. <br />About me. <br /> <br />Nothing special. <br /> <br />nothing. <br /> <br />And even though I felt that you did like me, though being in the field of logic and math and algorithms, I'd rather get the facts, the "truth", something that can be used as basis for a feeling, a conviction, basis for hope. <br /> <br />Sometime this year, I lost hope. <br /> <br />and moved on. <br /> <br />Funny when I look back at what happened to us, what I did to you, what you did to me and what your partner(s) did to/said about/told me, this only brings me to the conclusion that there is no hope <br /> <br />For us. <br /> <br />Still I long for the friend I knew 6 years back, before whatever complicating feelings we had, before the possibility of being "US", and the certainty of that not happening. <br /> <br />-more later <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110430812995637296?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1103948002897373312004-12-25T13:09:00.000+08:002004-12-28T11:39:24.213+08:00Like the three wise men, me and BYG went on searching for something. <br />we went all the way from our respective houses, went to robinsons galleria, from their we went to Tomas Morato, timog looking for something. We went on and on looking for that elusive place. <br /> <br />Unlike the wise men, we went on looking for a spa. <br /> <br />We found it in Malate, Ritz spa. <br /> <br /> <br />and now for something totally unrelated. <br /> <br />I've a new crush. <br /> <br />:) <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110394800289737331?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1100322003374006372004-11-13T13:59:00.000+08:002004-12-15T20:02:30.050+08:00its official <br /> <br />i am off the calendar. <br /> <br />am slightly depressed<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-110032200337400637?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1099973892890767882004-11-09T13:17:00.000+08:002004-11-23T11:14:12.810+08:00It's a day before I finally drop out of the calendar, so to speak. <br /> <br />and I'm desperately single. <br />so much. <br /> <br />We usually equate happiness to include having someone with us. I don't think I'm <em>that happy</em> but I'm satisfied. Somehow living a fairly simple life: (yes guys, I'm actually boring), without a television set or even a radio, and for about 11 months now, without a landline (and internet on demand)-- I've to go to the office or an internet cafe or even the gym just to blog, made it easier. <br /> <br />Somehow, I know I'm slightly intimidating (slight daw o?), am very witty (trans: one-liner bitch), and seemingly without regard to other peoples' feelings (trans: insercure one-liner bitch) so there is about no chance in the world that there is a person with enough confidence to actually ask me out, or befriend me. <br /> <br />Maybe being a Scorpio, I have an idea on how to hurt most people. <br /> <br />Even myself. <br /> <br />I let go of the possibility of love a few years ago, and its only now that I've accepted the fact that I might live the rest of my life alone. *sigh* <br /> <br />And one more thing about me, I <em>nest</em>. Especially when I don't feel comfortable. You should see the floor of my room now. If you can see it actually. <br /> <br />To all my princes charming (or otherwise) who got lost in the enchanted forest to save a non-damsel in slight distress: <br /> <br /> Just listen to my song and close your eyes. <br /> <br /> Don't be fooled by the smoke, and green scales. <br /> <br /> Am actually a princess deep down, really. <br /> <br /> Just get over my dragon exterior. <br /> <br />Happy birthday to me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109997389289076788?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1099547481935060832004-11-04T13:44:00.000+08:002004-11-04T13:51:21.936+08:00and even though i havent been writing means i dont have thoughts of writing. <br /> <br />i havent been writing. <br /> <br />ive been going to the gym. <br /> <br />im looking for an apartment. <br /> <br />and it seems that lately, ive been attracting maniacs. <br /> <br />a few nights ago, after going to the gym, i walked all the way to there the buses stop after using the fly over. There was an oldish man, about 40ish, well he looked fortyish, who kept massaging the khaki clad crotch while looking at me and making slurpy noises. *shivers* <br /> <br />when he saw that i wouldnt budge, he boarded a bus going to baclaran. i on the other hand, had no hopes of getting an ayala bus, so i got a cab. <br /> <br />i wanted to see if he had the guts to uncover himself along edsa. not really the size or shape of his member, but having the guts to do it along manila's major thoroughfare. <br /> <br />no guts. <br /> <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109954748193506083?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1098074272604332942004-10-18T13:26:00.000+08:002004-10-30T11:34:29.326+08:00ever since puberty the third or fourth quarter of the year, are always low times for me. <br />maybe its the season. <br />or its hibernation time. <br /> <br />some years its not even noticeable. <br /> <br />and there are years like this one. maybe because i'm growing old and alone. (note to self: go back to QC) <br /> <br />or i should find a mate. <br /> <br />anyways, i got a txt message a few days ago inviting me to the opening of this new bar in makati. its actually a hotel bar and all i saw was pure alta. the jologs that i am never appreciated this alta (alta de sociedad) thing. and i left about two hours later. <br /> <br />anyways <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109807427260433294?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1097905841668029542004-10-16T13:43:00.000+08:002004-10-17T19:09:55.823+08:00hey, <br /> <br />somehow i just realized, after almost 15 years since graduating, that my high school life was a bit boring compared to others in my batch. <br /> <br />not that i told them of my very few escapades... <br /> <br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109790584166802954?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1097721403660423772004-10-14T10:30:00.000+08:002004-10-20T22:45:39.750+08:00lately ive been wearing a quartz crystal pendant i bought a few years back. on a leather strap i bought at beads and things. <br /> <br />it seems to attract you-know-what. it happened twice at the spa (on a single visit, once before the swedish massage session, and one after). of course i didnt go all the way, although it would be nice to be a slut once in a while. it happened again last night at the gym. i was sweating it out in the sauna after adding 15lbs to all my weights (my trainor doesnt really care, he has his own "leg" problems to solve). when this nice looking guy (he was nice looking until he spoke- in a semi-nasal twang and his teeth are stained) tried to take "it" out. <br /> <br />it wasnt meant to be. *whew* close call <br /> <br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109772140366042377?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1097339721948913482004-10-10T01:33:00.000+08:002004-10-20T22:48:30.980+08:00i had a headache after waking up this morning at 11. realized i went home at 530 in the morning talking to high school classmates. i just realized my life is boring. high school life that is. ok not boring... just too nice. <br /> <br />you kow how old you are when you start talking about things too gross to talk about in normal hours. <br /> <br />how grown up those topics are, i can not tell. <br /> <br />still. its nice to know you <br /> <br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109733972194891348?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1097197837405685432004-10-08T09:01:00.000+08:002004-10-08T09:10:37.406+08:00it is true! <br /> <br />sometimes when you cant do anything about a situation, you raise this issue to Whoever is up there and believe that whatever that is that is troubling you, He will take care of. <br /> <br />now i am ready to go on with my lovelife. as soon as i raise it. <br /> <br />he may be reading this but i know him well. <br /> <br />he wont pull any surprises, and he wont say anything about what he feels. <br />even if he feels nothing. <br /> <br />even if he felt something. <br /> <br />one note: <br />the key to disarm me is to surprise me. take my punches but in no time ill soften up. <br />be sensitive, and explicit. <br />oh, and dont force it. i dont take compliments very well. <br /> <br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109719783740568543?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1097027002406351872004-10-06T09:40:00.000+08:002004-10-08T09:00:46.936+08:00I'm Sorry <br />bituin escalante <br /> <br />How many times have you walk out that door <br />How many times have you told me before <br />How many times have you made me cry once more <br />And all you have to say was I’m sorry <br /> <br />How many times have you left me with no trace <br />How many times have you lied to my face <br />How many times have you done me disgrace <br />And all you have to say was I’m sorry <br /> <br />And now you’re coming back to me <br />And all you have to say is I’m sorry <br />The same old story, can’t you see <br />And all you have to say is I’m sorry <br />I guess the greatest irony <br />It’s time to give you my apology <br />We’re done and now its history <br />And all I have to say is I’m sorry <br /> <br />How many times have I planned to go <br />How many times have I gathered my with <br />How many times have I wanted to quit <br />And all you have to say was I’m sorry <br /> <br />And now you’re coming back to me <br />And all you have to say is I’m sorry <br />The same old story, can’t you see <br />And all you have to say is I’m sorry <br />I guess the greatest irony <br />It’s time to give you my apology <br />We’re done and now its history <br />And all I have to say is I’m sorry <br /> <br />I won’t let you know, I won’t let you go <br />Once, many times <br />I’m done, I’m tired <br />You lied <br />I’d rather have you out of my life <br /> <br />And now you’re coming back to me <br />And all you have to say is I’m sorry <br />The same old story, can’t you see <br />And all you have to say is I’m sorry <br />I guess the greatest irony <br />It’s time to give you my apology <br />We’re done and now its history <br />And all I have to say is I’m sorry <br />I’m sorry... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109702700240635187?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1097026733316058772004-10-06T09:33:00.000+08:002004-10-07T16:13:09.023+08:00Things i picked up from yahoo. something about scorpios and me in particular <br /> <br />------------------- <br />An intimate partner is behaving in an unpredictable and distressing fashion. You can't stand it when your love life isn't on steady ground. Perhaps the reason your beloved is acting up is that they feel you place more importance on material goods than emotional concerns. The next time you spend time together, focus on what your partner is feeling, rather than what they're spending. The tension between you will soon dissolve. <br /> <br />--------------------- <br />Chapter 1: The Sun - Your Ego Structure <br /> <br />SUN IN SCORPIO <br /> <br />Control is the main ingredient in life for you. You are strong-willed, thorough, passionate and powerful. You are courageous and completely willing to go it alone when necessary. You tend to have a rather serious outlook on life, always probing, looking for the depths. Your life becomes more meaningful when you learn to be truly forgiving, when you control your sexual nature without repressing it. Strive to overcome envy, jealousy and possessiveness. Your intense, all or nothing attitude is very useful under some circumstances but all of life is not a battlefield. You turn that force to a high channel at some time in life and the search for meaning becomes a spiritual quest. <br /> <br /> <br />MERCURY IN SAGITTARIUS <br /> <br />Your mind naturally moves toward the big picture. You are always looking "over the hills and far away". You are independent in thought while honestly thinking that you are the mainstream standard of life. You think you are "telling it like it is" but the truth of the matter is you are telling it like "it ought to be". There is a moralizing, impulsive and propagating side of whatever you assert. You usually miss details that others feel important, but the breadth of your vision and the joy and lightheartedness of your attitude encourages people to be open to what you say. When you adjust to new circumstances in life, you do so briefly, always holding onto the picture of how things should be. Your vision improves when you are able to face how things really are without discarding your values. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109702673331605877?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1096950080745703102004-10-05T13:20:00.000+08:002004-10-07T16:15:45.220+08:00instead of saying i miss my old self, i'd say i look forward to the changes. <br /> <br />i<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109695008074570310?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1096701807752745362004-10-02T15:17:00.000+08:002004-10-02T15:23:27.753+08:00bloggie, <br /> <br />Last term i got two 4.0's. that's really nothing to sneeze at since one of them is a REALLY hard subject - Advanced Financial Management. <br />Why am I happy when I got two 4.0's ? i'm green blooded. <br /> <br />also apparently my schools basketball team isn't bad too. <br /> <br />Congrats. <br /> <br />Thanks for everything. <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109670180775274536?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1096468322143860772004-09-29T22:30:00.000+08:002004-09-29T22:32:02.143+08:00now that the theory is over with, i'll have to deal with practice. <br /> <br />10 more reps, 2 more sets. <br /> <br />dont ask. <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109646832214386077?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com28tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1096092136257044602004-09-25T13:59:00.000+08:002004-09-25T14:02:16.256+08:00im leaving writing about my life in the blog and start living it again. <br /> <br />and if i do feel the need to write about anything, ive a lot of spiral notebooks lying around my apt for that purpose. <br /> <br />will start writing again when im not in the calendar already. <br /> <br />:) <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109609213625704460?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1095735264333196122004-09-21T10:51:00.000+08:002004-09-21T10:54:24.333+08:00ive just deleted my other blog <br /> <br />mysoftside.blogspot.com <br /> <br /> <br />dont ask me why. <br /> <br />ive moved on. :) <br /> <br />dont ask why part ii. <br /> <br />am content with what i do have. :) <br /> <br />somehow thats ok. for the moment<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109573526433319612?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1095004287268347922004-09-12T23:24:00.000+08:002004-09-20T23:03:28.466+08:00kanina sa bus mula laguna pauwi sa maynila, may sumakay na ale, ayaw magbayad <br />may lalakarin daw siya sa lawton. <br /> <br />linggo kaya ngayon, hindi bukas ang city hall ng maynila. <br /> <br />inabot pa nga siya ng mahigit kalahating oras para tumulo ang luha. hindi ata magaling umiyak <br /> <br />sa huli, nakaka awa pa rin. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109500428726834792?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1094391760443969772004-09-05T21:39:00.000+08:002004-09-05T21:42:40.443+08:00Its been fifteen years since i graduated from high school. <br /> <br />seems like yesterday and light years away. <br /> <br />i miss the simoplicity of adolescence. whatever angsts we had back then cannot compare with the real problems we have now as adults. maybe its the just the hormones kicking in. <br /> <br />i dunno. <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109439176044396977?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1094277761995855912004-09-04T13:54:00.000+08:002004-09-04T14:02:41.996+08:00heck! <br />whatever that title means? <br /> <br />anyways. <br /> <br />a friend of mine usually reads my entries in my OTHER blog. He says i still have feelings for a ceratin guy. <br /> <br />I actually told him why i blog. well this one is for ranting. the other one is therapy. <br /> <br />therapy you ask? <br /> <br />hmmmm. let me tell you a little something about myself. <br /> <br />i have this not so unique voice that when i sing something i can convey what i feel (not necessarily related to the song) to the audience (accidental or otherwise). I think most filipinos have this power-- all they need is the right company at first and the right amount of alcohol. <br /> <br />i tried it in writing. somehow, those who know me, this worked. <br /> <br />so when this emotion transfer is somewhat done. in the case of my other blog, i will delete it. <br /> <br />maybe within this year. <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br /> <br />i CAN drink again root based alcohol. vodka and tequila. :) <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109427776199585591?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1092890054729400612004-08-19T12:29:00.000+08:002004-08-29T11:01:03.026+08:00shuttlecock:where did the word come from ? no idea. <br /> <br />last night saw my ex. <br /> <br />hinanap sa akin si ...... <br /> <br />saw someones number, but didnt get it. <br /> <br /> <br />finals week. <br /> <br />only shuttles, no cocks <br /> <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109289005472940061?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-109273941612801272004-08-17T18:30:00.000+08:002004-08-18T12:15:08.493+08:00Watched a movie with a friend of mine. <br /> <br />It's star cinema's <em>now that I have you</em>. <br />starring John Lloyd Cruz and Bea Alonzo. <br /> <br />Betsy is a call center representative while Michael is an accountant. They share a commute, an MRT train to be exact. <br /> <br />Its a story about how love blossomed only when we accept the differences between lovers. <br /> <br />*sigh* <br /> <br />will edit this soon <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-10927394161280127?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1092021063776384242004-08-09T11:04:00.000+08:002004-08-12T21:54:33.260+08:00How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! <br />The world forgetting, by the world forgot <br />Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! <br />Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd <br /> <br />Alexander Pope's poem "Eloisa to Abelard" <br /> <br />Somehow even if i do like the idea of erasing people from my memory, I dont know if i can get through with it - assuming it is available. <br /> <br />I wouls like to erase X from my memory, but in doing so there will be a lot of memories in the last 6 years that would be erased <br /> <br />and i wont learn <br /> <br />Since seeing an entry in someones blog, I dunno what to do. I'm a bit confused. Thank God for work and school, somehow my life has some direction. The weather is not helping any. <br /> <br />Time to save. <br />Time to plan. <br /> <br />without him in my mind. Buy I dont see myself growing old without him, without any contact at all <br /> <br />Somehow, Its easier to deal with the demise of someone. Death is so ... permanent <br /> <br />and i am alive. we cant change that. i hope. <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109202106377638424?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1091771305269328312004-08-06T13:45:00.000+08:002004-08-06T22:54:03.416+08:00OK, I admit: I was in love. I think. <br /> <br />Got this from the jam88.3 anniversary CD (your kind of mix) <br /> <br />anyway, here goes. <br /> <br /> <br />COUNTING CROWS LYRICS - Accidentally In Love <br /> <br />So she said, "What's the problem, baby?" <br />What's the problem I don't know. <br />Well, maybe I'm in love (love) <br />Think about it everytime <br />I think about it <br />Can't stop thinking 'bout it <br /> <br />How much longer will it take to cure this? <br />Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if its love (love) <br />Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love <br /> <br />Come on, come on <br />Turn a little faster <br />Come on, come on <br />The world will follow after <br />Come on, come on <br />Cause everybody's after love <br /> <br />So I said I'm a snowball running <br />Running down into the spring that's coming all this love <br />Melting under blue skies <br />Belting out sunlight <br />Shimmering love <br /> <br />Well baby I surrender <br />To the strawberry ice cream <br />Never ever end of all this love <br />Well I didn't mean to do it <br />But there's no escaping your love <br />These lines of lightning <br />Mean we're never alone, <br />Never alone, no, no <br />Come on, Come on <br />Move a little closer <br />Come on, Come on <br />I want to hear you whisper <br />Come on, Come on <br />Settle down inside my love <br />Come on, come on <br />Jump a little higher <br />Come on, come on <br />If you feel a little lighter <br />Come on, come on <br />We were once <br />Upon a time in love <br />We're accidentally in love <br />Accidentally in love (x7) <br />Accidentally <br /> <br />I'm In Love, I'm in Love, <br />I'm in Love, I'm in Love, <br />I'm in Love, I'm in Love, <br />Accidentally (X 2) <br /> <br />Come on, come on <br />Spin a little tighter <br /> <br />Come on, come on <br />And the world's a little brighter <br /> <br />Come on, come on <br />Just get yourself inside her <br /> <br />Love ...I'm in love <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109177130526932831?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1091537188035978172004-08-03T20:42:00.000+08:002004-08-04T08:42:19.413+08:00there are a lot of little treasures that can be unearthed on the web. <br /> <br />i just saw someone's blog. <br /> <br />an entry made last year. <br /> <br />and i knew it. <br /> <br />but i dont get it. <br /> <br />too bad for cyber trails...... <br /> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109153718803597817?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1090909677129153822004-07-27T13:18:00.000+08:002004-07-30T22:41:32.950+08:00There are times when we think of others as anchors: <br />feelings for others, rather. <br /> <br />It is the place we go to,&nbsp; when we want to be alone. <br /> <br />It is the security blanket we envelop ourselves into for that instant feeling of warm fuzzies. <br /> <br />It is like the shadow thats always there. <br /> <br />The problem with anchors is that they weigh you down. They keep you in one place, which is basically OK until you feel the need to be in another. <br /> <br />The problem with shadows is that you dont see the light. <br /> <br />I&nbsp;recently cut the cord of the anchor and turn on the lights. <br /> <br />and I realized only I HAVE THE POWER TO DO THAT. <br /> <br />&nbsp; <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-109090967712915382?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1089106992022833912004-07-06T17:42:00.000+08:002004-07-12T21:54:43.530+08:00Have you guys ever wondered what you really want to do in life? <br /> <br />im turning 32, and in the vernacular <em>mawawala na sa kalendaryo</em>, *sigh* <br /> <br />I dont know what to do. <br /> <br />HELP <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108910699202283391?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1088834758594807732004-07-03T14:05:00.000+08:002004-07-03T14:05:58.593+08:00bored <br /> <br /> <br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108883475859480773?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1088692663069724742004-07-01T22:36:00.000+08:002004-07-04T13:29:24.760+08:00There are times in the classroom that i am a bit offended that slower students, students who werent really prepared to take a particular course are given leeway so that they can catch up. <br /> <br />kids, wake up and smell my underarm: NO ONE IS GIVING YOU FREE RIDES IN THE REAL WORLD. <br /> <br />now that <em>that</em> is over with <br /> <br />*grrrr* <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108869266306972474?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1087295125506364742004-06-15T18:11:00.000+08:002004-06-20T15:02:17.500+08:00Fever has broken. <br /> <br />Surrender to the feeling of helplessness, of rising body heat and sweaty palms. <br /> <br />That was a week ago, not its just a slight sore throat, and cough and colds. Dang booger forms every other hour. <br /> <br />so I think I fell in love, but I've accepted that the feeling isn't mutual. <br /> <br />dang boogers. <br /> <br />-not another scorpio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108729512550636474?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1087100807522392412004-06-13T12:22:00.000+08:002004-06-13T13:06:39.060+08:00I dont know if it is a particularly Filipino phenomena, but <em>lagnat sa loob</em>, literally "internal fever" is lately driving me crazy. <br /> <br />It all started last week, after the major exam, the weather wasn't helping me answer those darn questions since it rained the whole freaking day! Since then there was a deep feeling of my eyes being too hot, and my body feeling heavy all the time (ok, heaviER). Three days ago, it has progressed to my now bedroom voice, coughing hard (barking is more like it) once in a while. <br /> <br />The more you try to avoid getting sick, the more it hits you hard. OK, not that hard but I'd rather take it hard and get it over with once and for all. But this darned fever just creeps slowly like a festering wound. <br /> <br />My usually loud voice is hushed into a Inday Garutay like deep, hoarse growl. And I cant do the things I like with much gusto: Singing and eating. <br /> <br />But I'm confident: <strong>CHANGE IS ON ITS WAY!</strong> <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br />happy independence day! <br />happy fathers day! (sana maligaya ka sa fafah mo!)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108710080752239241?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1086153448047795322004-06-02T12:57:00.000+08:002004-06-02T13:17:28.046+08:00Believe me, Ive looked far and wide for a catalyst to start my metamorphosis. (deep? naaah - feeling butterfly? yes!) <br /> <br />And believe it or not i hope this is it. <em>Magic is what happens when you believe.</em> Its not the magic part, i know a lot of people with magic. In my case, I need to believe. <br /> <br />Believe that I matter. <br />Believe that I deserve to be loved. <br />Believe that I can do anything. <br /> <br />Another way of looking at reality is not what is, but what we believe it to be. Because no one can tell us what is and what is not. All of us have different realities. <br /> <br />and I have to believe. <br />I need to. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108615344804779532?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7161247.post-1085966823567850312004-05-31T09:17:00.000+08:002004-05-31T09:27:03.566+08:00<strong>how many times can you get massaged in a week?</strong> <br /> <br />Last week I went to the spa three times and as far as i know, that was my record. Of course those were legitimate spas, but that doesnt mean that flirting with, or at the very least looking at - others is not allowed. <br /> <br />Personally, I think that one should go to the spa for a massage at most once a week. Other times, one could try the other things offered in the spa, like body polish (havent tried that) or mud wrap (or that either), or foot spa (ive done that but in a salon) or scalp massage (that too, in a salon also.) <br /> <br />Of course that if one has the budget and the mindset for a week long spa experience. I dont. Ive important things to do - like eat and sleep... and procastinate. More on that later (see?) <br /> <br />By the time you guys read this ive regained my backbone, after turning into jello after the third massage. <br /> <br />Also its panic time- I've a major major exam this sunday... and I still haven't seen my dang passport. <br /> <br />-not another scorpio <br />sbt<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7161247-108596682356785031?l=notanotherscorpio.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>not another scorpionoreply@blogger.com0